I will surround your heart with lies until the end.

It was easier to tell you everything you want to hear.

I am such a good girlfriend and I put up with so much.

Yet, the minute I'm down and out where are you?

What do I have to do to get you to see me? Do I have to spell it out to you? I'm not well and I'm not alright. Just help me.

You had my heart inside of your hand.

The scars of your love remind me of us, they keep me thinking that we almost had it all.

I miss you.

I don't miss you, I miss the too-good-to-be-true memory I have of you.

I miss how you made me feel like the most important thing in your life.

I miss the tales you would spin.

But I don't miss how you built me up to knock me down.

Nor do I miss the lies that were weaved into the promises.

And I certainly don't miss the feeling when I realised that you are the most important person in your life.