It saddens me like nothing else to think that after 3 years we couldn't work this out. I know we agreed to stay friends but you are my best friend and I'm so afraid I might lose you.
Why didn't you fight for me? For us? Why didn't you tell me no, that you wouldn't let me go? That you'd do whatever it takes? That you love me and wan't me to stay forever?
Why didn't you love me enough? As much as I love you? Because I do, still, and probably always will. A little piece of me, for you.
I feel as if I've suddenly lost a huge part of my life. When I left for my train it was as if I was leaving you forever. I was leaving us.
I'm so angry at you. Why didn't you try for us? We could have made this work.
I don't know what to do now. I'm so lost.
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