I can't be your friend.
After a mutual agreement to stay friends... I've realised I can't keep that promise. I wan't all of you. I need to either keep you in my life or cut off all ties, I can't have it both ways.
Why can't it be easier than this?
I sometimes think too much but say nothing at all.
I don't know why I acted the way I did, why I didn't try. I'm not good at talking about things. I'm so afraid of embarrassing myself. But now I'm sat on a Saturday night feeling miserable and sorry for myself, eating chocolate and watching rom-coms. I never wanted this. I don't know what want but it's not this.
I am so sorry.
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