It's Better; She Doesn't Know About Me.

I hate the way she speaks to me. She talks to me as if we've been friends for ages.
" i love u so much laura <<<< im not ur guy buddy lol<<<lol, i ent tlked to u in ages, how are u?, jake told me bout th od thing, hope ur ok"
Erm... we've spoken about two, three times before? It's like he's trying to politely rub her in my face. Or is she trying to politely rub it in that she has him? I don't want to talk to either of you! He's already fallen out with me, so why is she actually being nice to me?

I know he talks about me to her, she ever so slightly mentions things like "jake said you weren't feeling well" or something like that. I'm not comfortable with the thought of him talking about me to 'laura'. I don't talk about him to anyone, when I do it's usually just a "jake said hi the other day" seeing as he doesn't want to talk to me anymore.

It's like the video for Cool by Gwen Stefani, except that I'm an angry man hating crazy killer axe lady.

I hate that she's so nice and lovely and pretty, it means I have no reason to hate her. She's actually taking an interest in me and my life. But why? Why is she hacking into her boyfriends msn account and asking me about me overdose and my christmas? I wonder if she knows that I used to imagine what would have happened what life would be like if i killed him? Haha. She shouldn't know that.