Adults.

I'm not at that age yet, the one that lets you make the rules. I'm not at the age where you follow the rules either... It's like limbo. Adolescent Limbo.

Choices, decisions. I'm getting sick of responsibility even though I don't have much of it. I have to choose weither going to the college that I was going to go to, that I've already told I'm going to, that thinks I'm going to show up after the summer... Or work at a local nursery for the next year, taking one day off each week to study, earning rougly £100 each week and a qualification at the end of the year.

Ofcourse, the second is more appealing, I get money that way but that was never the plan. I'm not even sure if it's a definate plan either! I hate uncertainty. I hate planning. I hate having to do things. I hate all of this responsibility.

I'm young and I'm free and I can't act like it.