Gonna Use My Imagination.

"cause I gonna make you see

Theres nobody else here

No one like me

Im special, so special

I gotta have some of your attention

Give it to me!"

So, the man of my dreas didn't come back to me. He's obviously just another typical man! I'll always be settling for second best, these days. This sounds like a horrible start to a blog, doesn't it? So let's explain. The new man, he's eeeexactly what I want but as per usual; it's too good to be true. He has a girlfriend and he has done for about 8 months now. How upsetting is that?! I will try my best to make him realise that I am Gods gift!

It wont work, obviously. I dn't think boyfriends are for me anyway. I only ever treat them badly. I think the reason I dumped alot of my boyfriends was only because I felt that they deserved better. Alot of the time I was right too. Someone that makes an effort to see you and you're not putting in any effort at all? They definetly deserve someone better.

I like being the Ex Girlfriend, there's something about that title that threatens all new girlfriends and makes me feel superior! And she, the New Girlfriend, will get worried and start thinking he will dump her. Obviously, I am not a boyfriend stealer, but having that power... excellent. I like being the Ex Girlfriend because the New Girlfriend can talk to me about him. I don't have to be close to her but she always knows that she can speak to me in confidence. 'Cause who would know better than someone that has been there and done him? I mean, that.

I don't find other Ex Girlfriends intimidating. They probably have the same ideas as I do, to frighten off any new girls... but alot of the time they just look pathetic. Maybe that's how I look? I am friends with each and every signle one of my ex boyfriends. I'm better friends with them since going out with them. I tried to explain that to my Mum last night, while watching the comotion with the boy and the girl on Big Brother being accused of having feelings for each other when really they're just good friends. My Mum can't quite get her head around it, I don't see why not though. For two people to have had a relationship like that and make it through all the bad times can only make them stornger, make their relationship stronger.

This blog is slowly developing into something beautiful. I never intended to change the subject but alas... such is life!
I'm getting new hair tomorrow, I will put up pictures as soon as.