I may have been drunk last night but I know for sure that I was speaking my mind and I meant what I said.
Last night I went to sleep with a big cheesey grin. You know how myspace quiz's always say "did you go to sleep smiling?", I'm always a bit confused about that question... But now I can say that I have. If Charlotte had looked at me she probably have thought I'd been eaten by the Cheshire Cat. I was just so, so happy! It'd been a generally good day, I had fun and seen plently of people. It would have been just as good if I hadn't seen anyone because I knew I was going to spend the day with Charlotte.
I love Charlotte with all my heart. She's the only friend that's been able to put up with me, the only friend I've been able to keep for years without falling out with. The only friend that knows what I'm thinking abd has the balls to tell me. The only person that knows what's good for me and can tell me without being too scared of hurting my feelings. Charlotte is the only person in the world I think I could die for. Charlotte is the only person I can be truely honest with. I can speak to her about whatever is on my mind without worrying about how crazy I sound. She's the only person that knows that I don't need to be understood. She's the only person for me.
Charlotte's the only person that I've been really worried about losing. She wont be leaving for another good few months but I realised this a few weeks ago and I've been freaking out ever since. Me without Charlotte? That's unthinkable. No more Big Tits and Blondie? There are so many things we still need to do together. Anyone else I've lost, I haven't lost forever but it's still not the same. I don't want to settle for "not the same" between us. I will not settle for any less than "bebo number one top friend best friends sleepovers included".
When I'm older and I have a friend that I go to coffee with, she'll say to me how great we are together and that we're best friends, and you know what I'll say? I'll tell her all about my best friend Charlotte and how no one, not even her, will be half as good to me as she was.
Charlotte's my Big Sister, even though she's younger than me I feel like she's always looking out for me like a sister would. She's a mum to me in the way that she makes sure I'm okay and when I'm feeling confused she sorts out all my head mess. She's a friend to me in the way that I know she's always there, just a call away.
Charlotte, I love you one more that you could ever imagine even if you were on drugs. More that words. I'll always look back on us and be happy, but I can look ahead and be happier because we've got a whole life time to be utterly fabulous.
Last night I went to sleep with a big cheesey grin. You know how myspace quiz's always say "did you go to sleep smiling?", I'm always a bit confused about that question... But now I can say that I have. If Charlotte had looked at me she probably have thought I'd been eaten by the Cheshire Cat. I was just so, so happy! It'd been a generally good day, I had fun and seen plently of people. It would have been just as good if I hadn't seen anyone because I knew I was going to spend the day with Charlotte.
I love Charlotte with all my heart. She's the only friend that's been able to put up with me, the only friend I've been able to keep for years without falling out with. The only friend that knows what I'm thinking abd has the balls to tell me. The only person that knows what's good for me and can tell me without being too scared of hurting my feelings. Charlotte is the only person in the world I think I could die for. Charlotte is the only person I can be truely honest with. I can speak to her about whatever is on my mind without worrying about how crazy I sound. She's the only person that knows that I don't need to be understood. She's the only person for me.
Charlotte's the only person that I've been really worried about losing. She wont be leaving for another good few months but I realised this a few weeks ago and I've been freaking out ever since. Me without Charlotte? That's unthinkable. No more Big Tits and Blondie? There are so many things we still need to do together. Anyone else I've lost, I haven't lost forever but it's still not the same. I don't want to settle for "not the same" between us. I will not settle for any less than "bebo number one top friend best friends sleepovers included".
When I'm older and I have a friend that I go to coffee with, she'll say to me how great we are together and that we're best friends, and you know what I'll say? I'll tell her all about my best friend Charlotte and how no one, not even her, will be half as good to me as she was.
Charlotte's my Big Sister, even though she's younger than me I feel like she's always looking out for me like a sister would. She's a mum to me in the way that she makes sure I'm okay and when I'm feeling confused she sorts out all my head mess. She's a friend to me in the way that I know she's always there, just a call away.
Charlotte, I love you one more that you could ever imagine even if you were on drugs. More that words. I'll always look back on us and be happy, but I can look ahead and be happier because we've got a whole life time to be utterly fabulous.
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