"Does that scare you? Ill let you run away
But your heart will not oblige you
Youll remember me like a melody
Yeah, Ill haunt the world inside you
And my big secret - gonna win you over
Slow like honey, heavy with mood"
It is all your fault. I hate acting like this vindictive little bitch, but you make me like this! I am not usually a jelous person but just remembering about you... it drives me up the wall. It shouldn't matter really, you've already won this battle, technically. You have what we're fighting for and you'll be keeping him close. You may have him with you, but I have his heart. I know what he's like, I know him inside out, I know everything. You... you've got nothing on me.
You're just a replacement. A temporary me. So be it, a skinnier, prettier, girlier version of me. But you know what I have? I have personality, I'm origional, I'm one of a kind! And he knows that, he sees that in me, he get's my quirkiness and deals with my swings. You are just another number. Another indie new rave whatever the fuck you want to be called kind of girls, with your stupid music and your hair. You're the opposite to me in so many ways but I guess that makes you better. Better in what ways? You're sane. Mentally stable. Not so obsessive. I am that crazy fuck that was left behind and still chasing. I am the other girl. I am nothing now.
It's this power, it's your fault. You've fueled me up, winding me up. Turning me into this thing. This thing filled with hate and taking it out on you. It's not your fault at all, but at the same time, it is! You've not done anything wrong, it's just your exsistance as a whole just angers me.
But to you, I am the enemy. I am the other girl. I am the competition. I am the winner, or atleast I am winning. I've got so much you haven't. I'm forbidden fruit, he knows he can't have me and I know it wont happen and that's what makes him want more. You, you don't have that. There's nothing forbidden about you. He can get a piece of you whenever he wants. I'm the one he really wants though. I know it, I can tell. Everything about the relationship we have just... I know it.
You're better for him than me. I want you to look after him. But I warn you, I will get him.
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if this is about the person i think your talking about,
why on earth could you possibly think this would make any difference at all to how much THEY are in love. I guess it helps you really, with that idea - you know the one - the one that says "he dosent want you".
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