Start, begining. I'm just going to start this and see where it goes, see if I find something wonderful.
I just watched a movie, Lost And Delirious. It's my third favourite movie as of now. It's one of the saddest movies I've ever seen, you've got to watch it to understand. It's funny how a movie can bring back so, so much. "So beautiful, you are so beautiful."
Combine sad movies with summer weather and it all comes flooding back. It's only when I'm alone though, when I've got company it doesn't all torture me so much. Maybe that's why I always have company? Atleast, it makes sense. I'm never alone, I'm always either with someone or on my way to meet people.
It's the nights that are the worst. I think everyone gets emotional at nigth though, it's the end of the day and you've got alot on your mind. It makes sleeping difficult.
I could cry right now, I'm not sure if that's because of the movie or just everything else. I could cry for days, but I can't let it show. I'm through with crying now though, I've been doing it for too long and there's no going back. I'm not going to go back on my word this time. I made all these decisions and if I didn't want this, then I wouldn't have done it. "Make it go away. Give me these moments, give them back to me."
I just need company, socialite, I need people to take my mind off of things.
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