In My Company.

Are you in?

Anyone up for the challenge? The ultimate challenge. Me.

I want to get trashed. I want to get drunk beyond repair, I want to get that point of bliss where you're clutching at the walls to keep balance, grasping thin air to hold yourself up, you're legs start to walk themselves because you don't even remember when you left point A and where point B is. I want Placebo classics blaring through my speakers and tears running down my face. Meds at random, put of Follow The Cops Back Home on first though, just to ruin the mood. Then Because I Want You, "tear us in two is all it seems to do... don't give up on the dream, don't give up on the wanting, because I want you too."

If I could tear you from the ceiling...



I just want to get it all out there... Go to that place where you can say everything you've wanted to say. The only problem is that, right now, I don't know what these things are yet. There's something inside me that wants to just shout! Maybe it's just hunger. I'll go and make a bowl of cerial and see how that goes... It didn't help.

I'm in a bad place right now. I've not been thinking straight. I did the dishes today and started crying, I'm not too sure why, it just happened.