Now, Now.

"You don't mean that, say you're sorry. You don't mean that, I'll make you sorry."

I have no words today. Unpleasant feeling.

There was another boy in my dream, again. Brunette this time. They just get better every time they appear. It was at another party, running theme going on, and it was mental. I was serving up drinks to everyone. The boy, who'se name escapes me, wanted one so I offered to go get one. Once I came back with the glass, we realised that he couldn't drink the contents because whatever the drink was... it was bright blue and pink, and it was frozen... So, feeling a bit embarrassed, I went to go find him something drinkable.

There was this other room, with 2 sofas, that I was looking for booze in. When I went in, it god really busy. There were people everywhere, dumping their bags in my way. It took me forever to get out and, when I eventually did, the boy was nowhere to be seen. The room he was in before was mobbed but when I returned it was empty, except for the two people that we both new as mutual friends. I asked them where he was but they just shrugged.

I went through the kitchen to the patio. The garden was lovely, really green and lflowery and big trees everywhere. he was on the patio though, which was a shame, I would have loved to have walked around that garden. I asked him what was wrong and he just walked off. Apparently, in these dreams, I turn into a big girl and start actually caring when people are upset. I chased after him, explaining that the room I was in was full of people and I was having a really hard time trying to get out. Ceiling. I didn't mean to take so long and all the rest of it. Bed covers. I knew this was ending now. Posters. I told him that I was going now, but I don't think anything was getting through now seeing as I was half awake.

I did try my hardest to stay in the garden, stay asleep. I coudn't though.

I vaguely remeber, after all of this I must have fallen asleep, we were with out two friends and we resovled everything, thing's were okay again. "Heather! Get up and do the dishes!", it didn't last long though, I was rudely awakened.

These dreams are starting to happen more often now. Never the same boy twice though, always a new one. I didn't know this ones name, but I know exactly what his face looked like. Atleast if I see him in the street, I'll know it's him. But the chances of that happening are very, very slim.