After the last blog, I thought it might be safe to say that I broadcasted some un neccessary information and now I realise that it wasn't needed but I think I should be able to say some things without regretting them shortly after.
Seeing as I don't regret anything in my life I'm not going to be worried about what people will think of the idea of self harm ect ect. What do I think abotu it? It's not bad. Ironically enough, I think that as long as you're being safe, it's fine. I love it when someone says "i've been cutting myself" everyone freaks out and tells them to stop. Take a chill pill, obviously they've only told you because they crave attention, why else did they tell you? They haven't asked for help to stop and really, only they can stop.
I didn't do it as an attention thing, I get plenty of attention. Mine was a more of a control thing. At that time in my life, when I was being young and stupid, I felt that everything else was out of my control and I had nothing that was mine. This I could control, without anyone interfiering.
Eventually they did, my parents found out and asked me to stop, and I did because it wasn't a very good idea in the first place; my life isn't bad enough for me to be moaning about it.
I'd just like to explain to everyone before they ask; I am not depressed, I am not going to die because of the 'silly' things I have done. I'm perfectly sane and it doesn't effect me as a human being. Bet you half the people you know have given it a bash in their time, and it's always the ones you least expect.
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