Once Bitten.

"when you say you love me like that

I'm sorry if I don't say it back

some things don't change

and I still feel the same" - still feel the same, Kinkane.

I wanted to explain a little more about me for the benifit of me, no one else. Things seem so much bettter once I've typed them out or written them down, I think it helps me arrange things in my head and understand what I'm actually saying. So let's get Heather, cut her open and slice her up!

A simple girl, in the complicated sense.
Heather has lived in a small place called Helensburgh for a staggering 16 years, soon to be 17. She is, you guessed it, almost 17 years of age. She has done her fair share or bad things, smoking, drinking, self harm, truency, shop lifting, lying and other many silly things. She still does alot of silly things, you can't stop her even if you have her best interests at mind. She's a compulsive liar, see, she honestly cannot help it, alot of the time she doesn't realise she's doing it. She only does bad things because really she's just trying to act out. Don't tell her that, she doesn't think it's because she's acting out but her Mum says so.

Heather's not only done bad you know, she can be good. She likes to help out at her Mums work, a primary school. She doesn't kill people, that's good... Heather's not about being good, she's about living for the moment and doing what makes you happy! So no regrets, do what she does; get lots of boyfriends, get hurt alot, make yourself stronger, go paragliding.

Heather likes alot of simple things, sitting on the grass when it's nice and all that jazz, that's good. She enjoys keeping an active social life, as her Mum has said, "I'd love to be one of your friends, then I'd get the best christmas presents ever". Heather really wants to go bungee jumping and other thrill seaking kind of things. She has never been on a proper roller coaster.

Heather can be a little bit out of sorts sometimes. She also gets into aweful bad moods. She just has good days and bad days. Sometimes she comes off a little crazy and weird, she can't help it sometimes. She's partial to headaches and the common cold.

Heather's put on her myspace, "all i really need is me" because Heather think's she is a big independant girl that can fend for herself and doesn't need your help. She is guite dependant but thats because she likes to deal with things by herself, probably why she turned to self harm those times. She's learned now to talk about things and use places like myspace and here to write about things that are getting her down. Long ago, when things got her down she would write on paper about it and put it in a box. She had to get two boxes to fit all of these bits of paper. Every now and then she takes a few minutes to get thse boxes and re-read everything she has in them.

Heather and love?
Heather doesn't believe in love, she's never properly felt it so it obviously must not exsist. Heather is sick of chasing boys around so she isn't gonig to do that anymore. Heather isn't into relationships.

Heather has a few bad habits, the obvious are that she bites her nails. Not only does she bite them but she also bites all the way around her fingers, so she has really ugly hands. When other people are eating she tends to tell them how ugly and smelly their food is, then apologise because she's realised what she's doing.

Heather just loves to argue, it's something that she's passionate about. She can scream the face off of anyone. Being loud and speaking fast are two things that she really enjoys doing. She's also passionate about working with children, and will most likely go into school work later on in life.

You now know more about Heather than you did before, I can promise you. Heather never does tell anyone the whole truth, so be happy that every now and then a wonderful blog like this pops into exsistance and your wonderful selves get to idugle on the Heather Cameron goodness.