"What A Fool Believes

He sees, no wise man has the power"

On my diet of jelly and sugary drinks, I'm feeling the need for something a bit more and right now I think that is a big fat plate of chips. Weither or not I actually do, I believe, is up to fate!

My name is Heather Cameron and I am a big believer of fate.
Don't question it, what's the point? I basically think that what happens, happens for a reason. So let it go, some bitch slaps you across the face, its cool, it was meant to happen. This is where my other strong belief ties in, karma! That bitch slapped you cause you did something bad, what goes around comes around, and the balance is sorted!

I believe I cause a cold because it was fate, I needed a few days off from school to chill and kick back for a while. During these few days I have appeared to have lost my appetite and I am not living on a wonderful diet of jelly tubs and sugary juice, as I mentioned briefly before. Now, I see this as a lovely trick played by fate, thinking that they can punish me by making sure I can't eat, one thing I love doing. Well fate, suck on this, you couldn't be more wrong! I'm loving this, the weight loss should be excellent and surely this is rather cheap? It's all for the better.

But it's taking it's toll, I feel faint and I get the shakes alot. This really gets in the way with school and social life.

Tonight I'm going to go out and have a huge plate of big fattening chips. Even if i throw up, I dont care, because I need the energy! I need substantial amounts of food again. I'm starting to get sick of not getting hungry. Jelly is starting to become sickening too, and that makes me sad...