It Was Okay Today.

Today i didn't feel weird/uncomfortable.

I just have a thumping heaadache.

This week is Anti Bullying Week, so don't push people in the corridors or you will get bummed, leave it 'til next week at least. To encourage the new S1 not to bully or let bullying happen we helped them make kites. Don't ask me why, it makes no sense in my head either; making kites stops bullies? No. Helping S1 is one of the best things about school, for me atleast. There's something about a class full of bored pre-teens that makes me want to make them motivated and enthusiastic about a subject! They should be having fun at school without it being a chore.

Doing something that I love, for a whole day, made me happy! The S1's think I'm weird but that's okay, when they get to know me after a while they become more comfortable, as do I. I was having fun, not thinking about what else I could be doing.

See if I could just jump straight into a job, instead of having to go through all of the hastle, and end up a classroom/teachers assistant... that'd be excellent, exactly what I'm looking for really. I realise now that teaching is not something I would enjoy as much as being a classroom asistant. I don't want to order children around, telling them to sit and not move. The money, obviously, is better but I'd get alot more enjoyment from having children treating me as an equal, rather than them being scared of me.

I was happy doing this, but I can't do this all the time. Fags will just have to do in the mean time!