Girlfriends I Have Been.

"GIRLS WHO ARE BOYS
WHO LIKE BOYS TO BE GIRLS
WHO DO BOYS LIKE THEY'RE GIRLS
WHO DO GIRLS LIKE THEY'RE BOYS
ALWAYS SHOULD BE SOMEONE YOU REALLY LOVE" - Blur, Girls and Boys.

I am currently sitting at my computer with a tall mug of juice, popping painkillers because I have another one of my rediculous headaches that seem to be caused by living, an empty packet of crisps and a mobile phone for company. All of these put me in a great mood for the blog that I am about to write, "girlfriends I have been"... I'm sure you can guess how it is going to go?

Type of girlfriends I hate?
See those needy ones, the ones that are constantly attatched to their boyfriends... I've never liked them. I know it's cute and it's nice to feel needed, but surely a boy doesn't want you to be with him every breathing minute of the day?! Imagine someone following you all the time, talking to you non stop, linking your arm and all that. If someone was to do that to me, I'd need space to breathe, I'd start to feel a bit clostrophobic! I would not like to think that I am one of those girlfriends, that needs to constantly remind people who they are going out with by making it obvious. No need for clingyness here.

In my opinion, I'm more of the opposite of that. I am "the shit girlfriend". Avoiding the boy at all costs, leaching off of the boy, making the boy pay for things. In general, being very nasty. I'm probably subconsiously trying to push the boy away, or so it would seem. I don't mean to, to those of you who are reading this and thinking I am a horrible person, I do it subconsiously! I can't help it most times, which obviously makes me look bad. But think of it this way, I hate it when people give me compliments, I hate it when I feel needed, I hate it when people depend on me (only because I will most likely let them down), I don't particularly feel comfortable with the idea of someone wanting to spend time with me. I am not fishing for compliments, trust me, I don't want anyone to reply with "oooh but you're great, we want to spend time with you", I'm not fussed, I just can't really get my head around it. I'm sure many people get that feeling, right?

I'm not too keen on public displays of affection... But that falls under the same category as those clingy girls. Constantly flaunting your love about the place... There's no need, are you just trying to make the rest of us lonesome chaps jelous? Deliberately making feel like crap, yeah? Well cut it out! I don't like it and neither do alot of people... I think.

Nice to meet you, my name is Heather, consider me a human version of Match Dot Com, I have more fun couplingother people and watching the lovelyness I have created. I can get you a boyfriend but I can't seem to get one myself.