"You guys are like chalk and cheese."6 months left... half a year makes it sound longer than it actually is. It's gonna fly by and before I know it she'll be gone. I said to my Dad when I got in on saturday, "She's only got another 6 months or less" and he just, rather bluntly, replied; "You're gonna miss her."... as if I didn't know that already. I don't think I've been as terrified before in my life! I usually just put these kind of things to the back of my head. I can't with this though. I've delt with people leaving me before and it's left me a bit of a mess.
When people leave me, I call Charlotte and she talks me out of being an idiot and makes me realise there's more to life. Who will I call when Charlotte goes? I don't just want a replacement. No one will be able to fill her place in my life, she wont leave my memory. When I grow up, if she's not back, I'll tell all my new friends about how when I was 14 I met this girl and she turned me into this weirdo that I am today and I cound't be happier.
Charlotte's realism brings me back down to earth when I'm away with the fairies with my head in the clouds. She's the kind of sister I'd kill for and the best friend I'm lucky to have.
You're always saying bebo top friends means nothing, and to me it doesn't. But I know that she is my top friend in life.
I'm not going to drag this on any longer because it's all been said before. I love Charlotte because she's my best friend and is always there for me.
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